lose control

more often than not, others would see me as a walking schedule book. everything seems so planned out, details all in place, in short, borderline obsessive compulsive. little did i know that i could break out from my shell. surprisingly, i can actually bend the rules. the norms, the traditional, whatever you call it. quite honestly, it is a breath of fresh air.


for the time being, let this song emulate what i *think slash *feel is going inside of me.
lose control

i press rewind

it has been roughly three years since the last time i blogged.

i remember it vividly, my very first entry was about despair and everything in between. the past months have been a push and pull. up and downhill. the present has been wearing me down. then without great vigor, i am yet again nostalgic.

i cannot contain everything in words but for now, let MC do the talking (or singing for that matter) on my behalf. here's a flashback on the things that were.

for the record