lost and the city

after 40 days of leave, i am back in this place i call my second home. however for some reason, it feels like i don't belong here anymore. i am not quite sure if it's the boredom or homesickness that is kicking in. all i know is that i have known this place for almost 14 years and yet i think i have left myself back in manila. 

maybe i will get over this feeling as i report back to work tomorrow or maybe not. for now i have heard of this amazing song and so here's one for those who feel like they are strangers to a certain place they have known almost all their lives.

breathe - two of cups

lose control

more often than not, others would see me as a walking schedule book. everything seems so planned out, details all in place, in short, borderline obsessive compulsive. little did i know that i could break out from my shell. surprisingly, i can actually bend the rules. the norms, the traditional, whatever you call it. quite honestly, it is a breath of fresh air.


for the time being, let this song emulate what i *think slash *feel is going inside of me.
lose control

i press rewind

it has been roughly three years since the last time i blogged.

i remember it vividly, my very first entry was about despair and everything in between. the past months have been a push and pull. up and downhill. the present has been wearing me down. then without great vigor, i am yet again nostalgic.

i cannot contain everything in words but for now, let MC do the talking (or singing for that matter) on my behalf. here's a flashback on the things that were.

for the record