something to ponder on

it amuses me how a simple butt of an eye lash, things could change. 


for a while there i thought i had something going on but then again it proved me wrong.
for a while there i wasn't talking to someone but then again we are so in touch now.
for a while there i thought i was contented but then again i feel i am missing out.


perhaps my mind is yet again blabbering on what should have been, what might have been, what could have been and all that in between - sorts.


as the song goes "just believe, another day. i'm used to it by now". 
breathe